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i cant sleep.
i dont know how many entries have i wrote.
im feeling so shit right now.
kept tearing..
i dont know what would i do without her.
she may not see a need to have her in my life but she played a big role in my life.
before i got to know her, my life was dull.
i hardly look forward to weekends.
but ever since we got together, every weekends seemed so special to me.
ive become a better person as days goes by.
its because of her, i experienced love.
true love.

i had never know how beautiful love is.
she made me realise the importance of appreciating.
everyday i would rush home to go online to see if she's there.
if i left my hp at home, i would rush back to see if there's any msg from her.
she has brought me love, pleasure & joy.
although, there's ups and downs, i always believe in forgiving her because i love her and i know she's trying to make things right.
i have not been eating for days and im getting weaker as days goes by..
i have floorball trg later but i dont know if i can-.
she dont have to forgive me cos ive hurt her deeply.

i will bring along the good memories we've created.
i will remember the sweetest things she has done for me.

drawing calvin and hobb comics at 3a.m.send me to school.
made a card with a photo of her kissing my cheek for our first month.
cooked porridge for me when im sick.
stayed over my place when im sick.
make breakfast for me.
buying me gifts to cheer me up.
be there for me when im down.
create a book of "101 things that i love abt you".
helium balloons in a box and release them at raffle the plaza hotel.
brought me to watch snow queen.
treat me at fancy restaurants.
giving me whatever i need and want.
rush back home to see me after school during her weekends.
send me home everytime we go out.
taught me many things.
always make me feel special.
she would buy things which have stars for me.
she would come over my place and stay all the way until i feel sleepy or fall asleep.
she would watch me sleep as i dream of her.
pluck each other's armpit hair and start screaming..
made me a frame with my name.
watch movies with me.
brought teddy into my life..
i remember all these beautiful memories.


Our hands fit
into each other so prefectly.
when connected our hearts
beat in unison together as one
soul.
When we can feel each other
heartbeat,
that is the sound of our love.
i love you baby.

Rara.

  • Piscean Lass.
  • I Don't Like Sundays.
  • AnimaLover.(obviously)
  • I Love Jokes.

  • Here's one: What type of tree do a fortune teller look at?
  • Ans: PALM!
  • The Protagonist.
  • Ambition:
    To witness a genius at work.

Wishlist.

  • N7260.
  • N7370.
  • Nikon S5.
  • Ipod Video.
  • Ripcurl Watch.
  • Roo from Winnie The Pooh.
  • Holga colorsplash starter.
  • Travel Around Asia After My Ns.(Batam!!!)
  • C O A C H Wallet.
  • Fay's Biggest KARMA!
  • To have a cook book of my own.
  • Get upclose with a giraffe.
  • Get upclose with a cow.
  • ***May she find the directions she needs.